What Scared Me?

That's when XJ was 7 months old during CNY, the "cool fever" didn't cool him down

I'm not scared of dark or pain and I'm not worry for being alone nor terrific heavy workloads... What's mattered me the most is when time the little guy has fever. That's the most difficult thing to handle! I'm lucky that he is a healthy little guy and quite tough too. So far he had fever once touched about 38.6-38.8 degree at the highest.(touch woodx10) That was during the 6th day of CNY. (actually started a day before but the fever was within 37 degree, went to Assunta Hospital but the medicine were not effective) The Pead clinic where XJ has his routine vaccinations was still closed for holiday and same to other Pead clinics. Without further delay, we brought him to see doc at Pantai Medical Center, Bangsar at the emergency ('coz it's late night). Good was he needn't admit to hospital. He was still very bouncy like usual and smiled to the doc. But the drama started when we got back home. He was extremely cranky, threw tantrum 100x more than usual :-( Cried 'til he threw out the milk he drank earlier and cried some more... that means the medicine which mixed with milk also came out from the stomach, really headache and needed to clean up the mess too... You know the CNY mood was suddenly all spoilt and I just wanted my little baby to get well soon.

He Grows Up Fast...

Now I'm totally agreed with the people who told me once that "you just gotta enjoy when your son is still a baby..." for numerous reasons. We had his one year old birthday celebration early last month but he seems grown up a lot more faster after that both mentally and physically! We couldn't "control" him much now because he tends to be very firm on his "decision". For example, he wanted to hold the Lipton Lemon Green Tea plastic bottle when I took it out from the fridge, just prepared to pour into my mouth, he saw it & shouted non-stop... He wanted to touch & hold the bottle (he loves to touch cold things) which means he will grab that for quite some while & won't let me drink. I never let this little guy do whatever he likes or he may think whatever he does are just alright next time. But when I don't give him, he will shout 'til I lost my patient and surrender finally... Kids have their own mind so early, is that good (their brain is on duty any second) or bad (to the parents who could hardly tame them)???

I missed his "salivating" kisses. This one taken during Mother's Day in May earlier. He's been very good boy to kiss me whenever I asked for, he will never turn down my request. It's a different story now!

That's precious!

Oh this one is precious because this was the first and the only pic I managed to snap when I finally saw the pearly white erupted from the stubborn gum of my little monster about 1 month plus ago! He never like to let me touch his lips but I always love to disturb him. So one day, I saw something I longed for were finally there and I used my one hand to carry the camera while the other hand to do that as shown in the pic. You can see the little guy's facial expression, he was so reluctant... and he wanted to bite me too!

I think it's very important to witness a kid's growth and developments or you may be regretted if you've missed it and you find he or she is grown up in a blink of eye. My ex-coll rang me the other day to chat about family affair and kids stuff. She said that she felt guilty for not taking care of her own kid (with her personal reasons) eventhough she works at home. Well, my opinion offered to her is the quantity of time is not as vital as the quality time spent with the little one. And we must accomplish our responsibility at the best of us at time and stay focus because the opportunity may just passed through, that's a waste.

It was like just last night I cuddle him, a small baby but he is a little destroyer today!

A Rainy Morning...

Oh it's a rainy morning, I can smell he rain when I woke up from the bed just now. I thought I want to sleep a bit later but I forced myself to get up because I gotta sort out some assignments before its due date as I've wasted some weeks before. And I gotta do it fast before my little baby wakes up too. The aroma of coffee refreshes me instantly & make my brain function in the early morning! So I hardly go on without caffeine! Still doubt about the plan later. Don't know where we gonna have breakfast and the activities after that... I guess I need to get the pile of laundry out of the basket & wash the washroom before the little guy disturb me!

It Kept In My Heart

I don't know where and how to start about this...basically is regarding the communication between myself and hubby. Sometimes I found that I do not know how to talk to him and I do not understand why? It's sort of "so near yet so far" kind of feeling... It's not that we don't have constant communications and that's why I'm heart broke as he seems don't understand me whenever the argument started. Is it because men's thinking prone to be square? Sorry guys I have to say this... Why can't men talk in a more "logic" way and all sort of stupid talks threw in. I know everything we do is for the good of our baby but why can't you say something in a nicer tone when problem arises (well, it's actually some very minor issues). That's why I'm hurt. He can't understand and said why I look so depressed...Oh God, I tried not to fight so that I kept it in my heart and my face of course appears to be rather angry, I'm a human afterall... This will repeat next time although it's ended now, I'm lost somehow to look for a total resolution on this...

Continue or Not?...

Yeah I'm a bit headache to think whether or not I want to continue updating my blog here after "retiring" for about 9 months. This is all because I thought I will just concentrate on my other blog with my own domain but if I stop here, all my works done previously seems like wasted. On the other hand, most of my blogger friends here (who are not aware that I continue blogging at my own domain) thought I'm missing forever and I simply don't want to lose my friendship with them!

After much of serious thought these days, I have decided to continue writing here and hope I'll get the support from you all again. I miss most of you here and wondering how are you doing and I promise I'll jump over to your places and catch up with up. See u guys!

Healthy Breakfast

There won't be a heavy breakfast for me because it will make me lazy and uncomfortable sitting in front of the PC. On the other hand, I can't prepare a proper breakfast like soup noodle, spaghetti or porridge. I'm a lousy cook honestly. I would like to take something simple yet easy to prepare in the morning (the rush hour). So I will have a bowl of Quaker oatmeal. I find this is the simplest breakfast. Usually I go for a plain oatmeal but I found I have some bananas in the kitchen so I add-on some pieces into it, it amazingly tastes GOOD! Sometimes, it's simple food but it can delicious too.

My Durian Story

I think most Malaysian love eating Durian a.k.a The King of Fruits unlike some foreigners who are not get used to the strong smell will hate it. But I find that many Westerners now are brave enough to try when they come visiting our country. During the time when I was a small girl, I love to eat Durian very much just like my parents and my eldest brother. We used to take Durian for dinner instead of the usual rice & dishes. There was one time, I guess I over-ate Durian and my body was heaty like boiling in the middle of night. When wake up the other day in the morning, I was having fever!

It's still very fresh in my mind 'til now. That's the horrow phobia...and I stopped eating Durian from then. Many many years later, I have the craving for it about 2 weeks ago. And it's a co-incidence that my parents bought some Durians and asked us to eat together. I won't repeat the same silly mistake like before, I took just a little bit & it's great! The taste I like is that with bittersweet a bit like alcohol. Lesson to my readers: Don't over-eat the food you love very much, it may go to the adverse effect and you may stop eating it for years!

Lazy To Go

It was a very beautiful shower in the morning without any thunderstorm. It's so wonderful sleeping under the blanket with sweet dreams some more!...Especially when there's running nose, I'm very tired and lazy to get up from the bed. Why it's not Saturday today!!! I still want to catch up with some sleeps & don't wanna get up to brush teeth, get dressed and make-up. Agrrrr...I need coffee, coffee...please help! Hope things going smooth later & don't wanna mess up with everything. And it seems the clock showing about 1pm to me, so fast huh? Alright, no more running nose. Must eat a bit more since it's so hungry after so much sneezing. Only those with sensitive nose will understand this I guess...

I Like This Oldie Singer

If you have following my blog all these while, you'll know that I love listening to Alternative Rock/Slow Rock most of the time. Those bands/singers who always on my playing list would be U2, Sting, David Bowie & Cranberries. Their songs are so powerful especially U2. But, I'll listening to some other songs like Classical, Vocal, Folk Songs, Jazz. (Jazz/Blues is my least favourite usually because their rhythm is too slow which will bring me into some unhappy memories...)

To my surprise, I'm quite addicted to a Chinese pop songs which is a duet by an Oldie singer, Fei Yue Ching and the sensation singer, Jay Chow. If this is a Jay Chow's song, I won't bother to listen at all because I am not a fan to all the Taiwanese & Hong Kong young singers as I don't catch what are they singing & there are really meaningless in the lyrics. Talking about Fei Yue Ching, he is my mom's fav singer too. He sung theme songs for many Taiwanese drama series in early and late 80s. I like this one (deducted the part of Jay Chow). Let's us enjoy the video clip:-

Great Deal...

Besides going for jog in the weekend, I also add in some indoor workouts into my routine because I just love the feeling of sweating out a lot! The feeling is like very healthy after sweating and go for a warm bath is fantastic. So far I'm doing indoor workout without a proper guidance, all from my previous experience still fresh in my mind. But I think I want to do it in a correct way and achieving the most ideal effect. Thus, I started to hunt for those workout steps DVD/VCD in different video shops when go shopping.

I was so happy to find the hot deal in Speedy just in time. They are selling variation of VCDs with "RM10 for 3 VCDs". Yeah, Speedy has such kind of promotion from time to time. I have bought some concert DVDs last time with half price deal which means just about RM59.90. I love the steps by Kathy Smith for burning fats in thighs and buns. After following the complete steps, my lower part of the body is so exhausted but this is a good sigh I think. I hope there could be some result shown later. Both Paula Abdul's Get Up and Dance & Denise Austin's Blast are sealed unopened yet but I'm sure I'll enjoy following all of them! Yahoooo....

I'm Busy Again...

Opps...sorry I'm slow in updating and didn't hop to most of your blogs these days. As the tittle suggests, I'm busy in catching up with the tennis matches in Wimbledon Open. When happy to see Rafa playing well today. He really made me scare because he fell down and medical treatment was needed in the beginning of 1st set. I was worry that it affect his performance but to the contrary, his injury in the foot didn't stop him winning the game. He won in straight set against Mikhail Youzhny. Rafa seems improved a lot on grass and hope he can safely sail into semi-final and final! We'll see...

So I hope you guys will understand my excitement on the on-going matches. Sure I'll get back to normal when the Grand Slam is over this weekend. See you!

My Hello Kitty Freebie

I didn't collect or play with most of the cutie toys when I was small girl. Not because my parents didn't buy for me but I didn't appreciate that and I prefer to play all those boy toys like control car, toy machine gun, He-Man Sword etc all belongs to my elder brothers. It was more enjoyable to play together with them rather then playing the girl toys alone!

~ Isn't it cute?~
Ooh...I feel I'm a little girl again!...

So, the feeling of wanting to collect the cute girl toys striking me lately when seeing my nieces playing many of them. Hubby was trying to get Master Mantis & Master Crane (Kung Fu Panda's characters) at McD 2 weeks ago but both were not released yet. He was given a very cute pink colour Hello Kitty Jewelry Box and of course he give it to me. Oh I love it! I put my hair clips and hair band in this lovely little box. I place it on my bed-side table.

Dora Merchandise

Yeah!...You see what have I bought just now?...It's a Dora file case. I just couldn't resist myself to grab it into my cart once I saw it on the shelf at the stationary section. Of course not forgetting to buy one in Strawberry Short Cake for my elder niece and another Dora (same as this) for my youngest niece. When I was small girl, my brother brought me to shopping complex, I asked him to go shopping himself and I said I wanted to see stationary alone. I love to see the cartoon wrapping papers, scented erasers, colour pencils, pencil cases many many more...and of course bought some with my pocket money. I didn't use most of it and I still keep it nicely now. I love to collect those cutie little stuffs and I started to buy Dora The Explorer merchandise now. I'll use this file case to put my sketch book for writing paid post, my pens, calculator and some highlighter pens.

Do You Write Diary?...

~This is my current Diary~

Today I want to talk about diary as I told my buddies that I started to write diary since I was in Standard 6 (Year 6 pupil) in the tag I've done today in my other blog. Yeah, do you write diary to jot down the unforgettable moments, important days in your life, happiness, frustration, worry, excitement...basically to release our feelings in the small book? Well, although I share everything with my family and a few closest friends, there are sometimes a little secret I choose to keep inside my diary. I do not write everyday but when there's something special worth to take it down for remembrance or reference. There kept my kiddy secrets, kiddy says...until a more matured adult secrets and adult says...I'll flip it through when I'm alone at home. I never let my hubby touches them!

No Coffee For Two Days

Finally, I can get myself relax with the "non-existence" of caffeine for TWO DAYS! This is a big deal to me, alright?... At first, It seems a bit difficult in the sense that it's hard to stand with the evil in my mind who is asking me to "go ahead, go ahead..." while the angel on the other hand scolding me " you can't have it, you have promised yourself aren't you?..." Wow, I'm happy that the Angel is prevail this time! Yeah, feeling great...feel healthy!

Coffee Talk

Do you love coffee? I know some people can't take it as they'll going to have headache after drinking. Well, for me I love this caffeinated drinks as much as I love my hubby! Its smell so good, its aroma...!

I started to being addicted to this when I was still studying. You know during the campus life you just gotta rush assignments back to back. I need coffee to keep myself awake to finish the assignments in the midnight. Last time I used to drink 3 cups a day for the peak but for now I have reduced it to only 1 cup a day. (But in some exceptional cases I'll drink 2 cups and this is rare.) High level of caffeine is not good to our health, that's why I forced myself to reduce the intake but it's difficult for me from the beginning. Oh, it sounds like me trying to stop from the drugs right?...

When is my one cup of coffee to be served?...It's in every morning when I settling down everything in the office, I'll make a cup of Nescafe to kick-start my job of the day. If there's no coffee for me, my routine is just NOT right! In other occasion, I love to drink it when I'm reading books in the weekend. I found this is sort of enjoy...the best place I go for hang out for a cuppa will be either Dome or San Francisco's Cafe. I don't like Starbucks because all their beverages are too sweet. How about you, do you love coffee as I do and where do you usually hang out at?

I'm Headache

Wondering what happen to me, I'm now attacked by headache but not so serious. So I can't do my routine ie. hop over to most of your blogs, sorry for that. I gotta lay on the sofa doing nothing but sipping a cup of hot green tea. My hubby is my butler tonight, not too bad afterall huh?! Ok, ciao buddies for today!

Malaysian Grand Prix

Yes it's Ferrari won in the first place but I'm a bit upset because the trophy is not belongs to my favourite driver, Felipe Massa but his team mate, Kimi Raikkonen. My feeling is sort of disturbed! Read More...

GO MASSA GO MASSA GO MASSA!

I Love To Spend

Don't tell me you don't like to spend money! Well, maybe you don't for whatever reasons. Frankly speaking, I did spend quite an amount on the stuffs that I love in every end of the month after Pay Day. There's just a lot of things I want in my mind like Fujitsu Lifebook, Tommy Girl perfume, Burberry's handbag and many more. I need to control myself on spending but this is somehow irresistible when the "urge" is driving me crazy! I'm not alone most probably as I saw some women bought dresses at MNG boutique more vigorous than me especially during sales carnival.Sometimes when I check back all those bills for the month, I was indeed in a great shock too as for the amount I have spent. I won't stop buying things but I'll go for this credit card care service to look for a card which is most suitable according to my needs, spending and most importantly, my affordability of course. This could be better in managing my expenses in a more organized fashion. I trully understand why many girls always dreaming that " why I'm not Paris Hilton?..." I know the answer exactly!!!